"I envisioned what it would be like and it looks beautiful to me. I envisioned what it would feel like and it feels warm to me. It's a peaceful feeling. I know it seems a bit ambiguous but that is just the way it is suppose to be."

I wrote this last year in a post as I envisioned what my life would be like 'alone.' Living alone, embarking on an adventure alone and finally taking each and every day, waking up and wondering what will this day hold for 'me.' No need to incorporate anyone else's plans into my day because there is no one to incorporate. It's all about me. As I laid on that couch envisioning the moments that I currently live, it looked beautiful and let me tell you it IS beautiful.

Yes, there are days and moments when loneliness is a prominent feeling, but it is fleeting and infrequent. When moments like that occur I put on some music, I slip into the tub or I call/text a friend that I know is out there rooting me on. 

I have been on the east coast, west coast and then back to the east coast.